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Extra Fancy’s visceral queercore as discursive space

In 1996, Atlantic Records released—and almost immediately abandoned—a queercore album that boldly asserted a fiercely aggressive, macho gay male identity. Extra Fancy’s Sinnerman tackled themes such as sadomasochism, violent retaliation against gay-bashing, and life with HIV, all filtered through a punk-driven sonic intensity that matched the raw aggression of its lyrics. Although the band’s work was overtly queer in content, only lead singer Brian Grillo was openly gay. Grillo’s commanding physicality, including his muscular frame, butch attire, shaved head, and confrontational stage presence, projected a radical gay male persona steeped in anger and defiance. His gravelly vocal delivery evoked the hardcore and alternative masculinity of Henry Rollins, Kurt Cobain, and Eddie Vedder–as he performed shirtless, pounding a fifty-gallon oil drum, owning the stage with visceral bravado. Nearly a decade later, Extra Fancy received near-iconic status in David Ciminelli and Ken Knox’s book Homocore: The loud and raucous rise of queer rock, even as the authors noted that Grillo “never had a desire to be anything other than a performer who rocked—regardless of his sexual orientation”.

Brian Grillo poses with an oil drum.
Extra Fancy poses with fans. Photo: Extra Fancy Facebook page.

The surge of gay and lesbian visibility in 1990s popular culture revealed the limited discursive space within which queer identity was permitted to exist in mainstream U.S. society–a homonormative framework that Extra Fancy vehemently resisted. Brian Grillo’s representation of gay male identity served as a radical rejection of this structure. The band’s title track, Sinnerman, is a reinterpretation of the traditional gospel song Sinner man, originally recorded by The Weavers in the late 1950s and later popularized by Nina Simone’s iconic 1960s rendition. Once emblematic of the liberationist Christian ethos that fueled the civil rights movement, the song was repurposed by Extra Fancy to subvert more dogmatic religious narratives and to spotlight systemic inequality through a distinctly queer lens.

Sinnerman cover art.

The “queer” in queercore signals identities that exist outside rigid heteronormative constructs, yet it does not imply a unified or cohesive community. As Jack Halberstam notes, “In mainstream gay, lesbian, and trans communities in the United States, battles rage about what group occupies the more transgressive or aggrieved position.” Queercore music often seeks to challenge binary understandings of gender and sexuality; however, the multiplicity of identities encompassed by the term makes it difficult–if not impossible–for any band or collective to serve as a definitive representative. This complexity is reflected in the musical output of the most celebrated queercore acts, whose styles are as varied as the identities they seek to express.

This according to “The erotics of an oil drum: Queercore, gay macho, and the defiant sexuality of Extra Fancy’s Sinnerman” by Kevin Schwandt (Women & music: A journal of gender and culture 13 [2009] 76–87; RILM Abstracts of Music Literature, 2009-13027).

Related Bibliolore posts:

https://bibliolore.org/2018/05/17/queercore-and-all-girl-bands/

https://bibliolore.org/2021/12/23/queer-musicology-an-annotated-bibliography/

https://bibliolore.org/2023/06/26/drag-lip-syncing-and-haptic-aurality/

https://bibliolore.org/2020/02/27/queering-bruce-springsteen/

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Laura Jane Grace sings the gender dysphoria blues

Photo: Mat Stokes

It has been noted that the durability of punk has been driven by a communal ethos that embodies inclusivity, resistance, challenge, and transformation. First wave punk represented this ethos, and it remains evident in punk’s ongoing engagement with queer politics and gender fluidity. In recent decades, articulations of transgender punk have centered on Laura Jane Grace, lead singer of the U.S. anarcho-punk band Against Me!, who came out as transgender five albums deep into her public life as an established musician. Against Me! began as Grace’s adolescent DIY solo project, through which she crafted a series of lo-fi and limited releases on local labels, including Misanthrope Records, Crasshole Records, and Plan-It-X Records, resulting in the eventual release of the band’s well-received debut LP, Reinventing Axl Rose in 2002.

From 2002 to 2009, Grace and Against Me! released five albums that saw the band emerge from DIY basement shows and self-reliance to playing stadiums and being labeled as “industry sellouts”, drawing sharp criticism from the anarcho-punk community. It was after this period that Grace chose to openly discuss her struggles with gender dysphoria and growing up closeted in her first interview with Rolling Stone in 2012. As Grace explained,

“You know, one of the very appealing things to me about the punk rock world when I was 15, 16, especially stumbling onto anarchist punk rock and activist punk rock. And a scene that was really strongly feminist and anti-racist and anti-homophobia, anti-transphobia, all about body liberation, all about . . . just being yourself.”

Laura Jane Grace (center) performing with Miley Cyrus (left) and Joan Jett.

A literary analysis of Grace’s early song lyrics, composed before she came out publicly in 2012, stands out for its emotional complexity and unique insight into the mind of someone, who for many years, had wrestled with their gender identity. The purity and conviction of punk initially offered Grace a platform to counteract the turmoil of growing up experiencing gender dysphoria. However, she describes becoming frustrated and disappointed with punk’s rigidity and found herself impeded by its codes of masculinity that, in many ways, reinforced gender norms and her own gender insecurity. Facing criticism from the scene she once called home, Grace turned inward, often within the spatial confines of her own songs. On the final track from the album Searching for a former clarity, Grace writes,

No the doctors didn’t tell you that you were dying.
They just collected their money,
And send you on your way.
But you knew all along.
Went on pretending nothing was wrong.
You said I will keep my focus,
Till the end.
And in the journal you kept,
By the side of your bed.
You wrote nightly an aspiration,
Of developing as an author.
Confessing childhood secrets,
Of dressing up in women’s clothes.
Compulsions you never knew the reasons to.
Will everyone,
You ever meet or love,
Be just a relationship based,
On a false presumption.

Read more in “Tonight we’re gonna give it 35%: Expressions of transgender identity in the early work of Laura Jane Grace” by Kristen Carella and Kathryn Wymer (Journal of gender studies 29/3 [2020] 257–268), and ““Delicate, petite, & other things I’ll never be”: Trans-punk anthems and love songs” by Gareth Schott (European journal of English studies 24/1 [2020] 37–51). Find both articles in RILM Abstracts of Music Literature.

Listen to the track Searching for a former clarity below.

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